need of

1. screen play writer
2. abstract film editor
3. cookie eaters
4. gerbil
5. bed sheets
6. desk and chair
7. more summer
8. vegetables
9. new ideas

time dependent algorithm

i was once insane, but being an insane youth is far from being uncool or unsweet. in a way, appropriate insanity is expected, loved, respected, and ignored.

then i aged, a little too fast. detachment from reality grew with experiences and intellectual bases. i am still insane but now i am insane and creepy.

carolina summer

i am here fully soaking this wonderful carolina summer
late morning but not too late, longboarding aimlessly
that's when i feel good even though my life is a mess

i dont want to think about nothing but now.

now, a little time to reflect

it has been a good ride.
i dont like to say amazing or awesome.
it is "good" and i like how it does sound.
i keep this word for only special occasions.

i can not quite say that i grow up at all,
because i am still "lost in existential crisis"
however i can tell that i am a little different
yet i can not quite say if that's for good or bad

i guess i don't really care.
all i care is how i felt and how i feel even til now.
i didnt ride a rollercoaster to get out a thing.
life goes on, and surely i remember you

olivia b. stiles

new living entity of my species closes down a deal,
making all that confusions disappeared,
bringing all that joys, tears, and happiness.

so much to see, so much to listen, so much to feel
so much to learn, so much to think, so much to live

every possibility lies right in front of you,
i envy you and i pray for the best in behalf of you.