two bags :(

there's a reason why my mom used to not let me eat a bag of instant noodles at night. let alone two bags at two am.

digital habit

i need to stop checking my emails.

my spoiled self

wants to be drinking coffee in old city lyon
wants to be chilling with boys in the garden
wants to be standing in middle of milford sound
wants to be skimboarding around john's pass
wants to be taking it all easy

im stuck

and i know it's all because i never learned nothing and it's becoming all too apparent i can no more get by with mere lucks (and bullshits). and there is no way i can learn proper science now that i am so old and hazy all the time. i only have one choice - to make a quick bank. furrr.

i learn not to mind

some banging house music on a pair of duck-taped headphones and some banging coding at this pitch-dark midnight

On Melancholy Hill by Gorillaz

Up on melancholy hill
There's a plastic tree
Are you here with me
Just looking out on the day
Of another dream

Well you can't get what you want
But you can get me
So let's set up and see
'Cause you are my medicine
When you're close to me
When you're close to me

So call in the submarine
'Round the world will go
Does anybody know
If we're looking out on the day
Of another dream

If you can't get what you want
Then you come with me

Up on melancholy hill
A manatee?
Just looking out on the day
When you're close to me
When you're close to me

When you're close to me