two points and two lalalands

1. while as much as you are entitled to do whatever that pleases you, without the driving quality, you and i are not connected
2. philosophy must not be learned from textbooks, but originated from our reflection and meditation

3. i love warm winter days. crispy and nostalgic flavor of winter outdoor, especially in the late morning. the same old ramones jacket underneath a denim jacket. and horrendous sweaters.
4. being able to do a tiny bit of work, smell overwhelmingly tasty foods all day, start drinking at 6pm, meet all sorts of strangers, and drive aimlessly with old friends is happiness

i demand a break (and simple happiness)

disorder by joy division

my action speaks louder than my belief

i am not trying to make you a good person
i just want you to do what you believe in
i am not trying to ask you to behave well
i just want you to love and believe others

always

someday everything will fade away

it's such a good sunday early afternoon.
this might be my favorite time of a week.
insulation pads in my room are all come down
so i can see this crispy winter coming at us
occasionally neighbors walking by with scarves
leaves making sepia-tone late fall noises

somehow i woke up fresh. just around the midday.
balloons of all colors are still all around the room
quickly switching up some 90s socal dubby skapunk.
thanks for no rain last night and for no rain today
fake maple syrup and fake pancake and real friends
the sky is high and the winter welcomes us

another day just breathe

all we need to do is to close our eyes and believe in each other.
all we have to do is to feel that happiness hidden under our kidneys.

novelty of lastness

because the last year of college will never come again
because the fall as a college senior will never come back
because this weekend, this moment will never occur this way
because the innocent years of confusion will not be repeated
because this chance to ask a question will never happen again

good night my friend good bye

any realistic and sober minds agree

you must change within