now, a little time to reflect

it has been a good ride.
i dont like to say amazing or awesome.
it is "good" and i like how it does sound.
i keep this word for only special occasions.

i can not quite say that i grow up at all,
because i am still "lost in existential crisis"
however i can tell that i am a little different
yet i can not quite say if that's for good or bad

i guess i don't really care.
all i care is how i felt and how i feel even til now.
i didnt ride a rollercoaster to get out a thing.
life goes on, and surely i remember you