3 am, cold air

back in the days when i was working on my first film,
i always came home real late. 3am and cold air.
it has became one of the best memories of my childhood.
not shooting, not editing, not screening, it's '3 am, cold air'
i captured that and don't want to lose that.

now. at its surface, i am doing the exactly same thing.
i am working on my film. often come home this hour.
it's cold. it's dark. it's 3 am. but it lacks something.
it differs from '3 am, cold air' that i captured back in the days.

perhaps i grew too fast too much.