i am too immature and too old.

memory suddenly jump onto my brain.
vicious yet swfit, empty but enough

nose is smelling the air, a long ago that time.
amr is shivering, a long ago cold night

eyes are closing
memory swap from one ear to another
eyes are sucked into the flaw of memory

i want to be free and memory won't let me.
it is loving, daunting, overwhelming, and belittling me.

memory is dark; eyes in dark; flowing around
i want to bark. i dont know what else to do.