new september and new semester

being back in *my* school somehow feels more surreal than being somewhere out there alone. is this really happening?

my life is adjusting to highly structured, seemingly productive student activities. however i can't quite decide if i am really being productive or being a slave.

despite various weather warnings, i've been lucky enough to feel the heat and the sun for many days.

good friends are good. good friends who have kept me in their minds are good. but then i am not sure if i am alienating them somehow.

nowadays i am always tired mentally, emotionally, and physically. all i want to do is to take a nap. wake up, myself.