never too seriously

while i am not sure how i am going to find zen in my life, i do know multiple ways to find zen in my life. it's freezing outside and i feel skinnier than ever. i remember back in the days when i sought out to find myself. years actually. i got a few good stories but none seems to resemble myself. i put my headphones on and i never look back. because the past is the present. taking ownership of the past and the present, especially the present, seem to be an act of a bastard on xmas. speaking of which, "at least I wasn't a drudge, and that school was filled with drudges," said errol morris