sign of weakness

i like no particular food or candy
i could just sleep, instead of heavily drinking
i dont wear ripped off jeans or jackets
i like water more than soda
i have constant headache
i think about little things that i have done wrongly
i think about little things that i have not done
i am tired of socializing with unworthy people
i walk slowly but could walk fast if needed
i only look forward to going back somewhere
i get a hangover easily
i am almost content with my boring life
i know i am too old for doing lots of things
i want to own a cozy home and a yard
i am okay with not knowing who i am and so on.