florida, always

a bag of sunshine, love, and happiness only comes at a price.
i knew always i knew it, but this time, i dont even if it's gonna stop.
this feeling just puts me down. this nostalgia renders me useless.
then i was thinking, maybe, i got a bad worm in my head.
did i not grow up properly? is it because of my lost childhood?
then i was thinking, maybe, i'm brainwashed, i'm a fool, i'm timid.
can't i just drop everything and everything now?
i only walk away from that bag of sunshine, love, and happiness.