one last week of march

so one good & bad choice on the saturday night changed my body so much that i feel like my body is leaving my soul behind.

yet because my body needs to take two exams this week, i take drugs after drugs. thus i dont feel like my body because it's numb and sleepy. nothing like my own.

my left eye is irritating me so much that i want to poke my eye out.

despite all these, im not that stressed out. which is another reason to be worried.