track 18 you just need to understand

a mental block comes out of nowhere and notime.
right when you were the least aware of its existence.
right on a local maximum when everyone seems to be happy
it just hit me and left me all confused

i just want to be completely honest but
we are all grown to be less than fully honest
so we are not used to that - different species
can we be all friends, like best friends?

feeling chilly and nose-runny, it's just a static fact,
fully mechanical and physical affected by variables.
nothing humane about it. nor are about us.
boundary conditions, itself, keep us all too far separated.