instead of studying, i was looking at flights

and that simple task of booking a flight back home
brought up so many questions that i almost hate me

from thinking of my florida friends, carolina friends,
and even good old time on 4th of July and my friend's baby
to considering a place to stay, things to do over summer,
and even contemplating my life, university, and purpose

so at the end, i didnt get to study, nor did i book a flight
and im pretty sure in less than 50 hours, i will be paniking
about school works and a price of ticket will go up by 17.23%