cleaning up

this question has always been in my head, on and off;
whether im tilted or the world is.
clearly what i see is tilted. am i wrong?

no matter what i do or what i have done, regardless of my choice and effort, "regret" is the one word in my mind. even though there is no other word that i hate more.

so even when everything seems alright, i dont think i am. awkwardly unfitting in this place, i know i can't relive and i know i can take nothing back. i lost too much.

now on, it is just a long tiring road ahead.
god, how much i'd like to rewind that clock five years.