indecision and frightening decision

i am not wholly "overwhelmed" by decisions i need to make
but just tired and dont want to make decisions at all.
like, not now. give another year or at least another semester.

come on-

everyone's just racing forward and i barely started walking.
and i know every decision i make now will follow my ass
all my life, preaching me that i am an idiot. i know that already!

i dont know. there are just too many stuffs going on
and i barely have time and energy to keep myself sane.
i just wish i was brave when i was younger

ps: Enrico Fermi High of Zombie Prom is the song of the day!

ps again: i am getting fatty-er, tanner, and uglier. really!!