headache, bruises, neckpain, red eyes, broken eardrum, shaky legs, and empty yet rad soul

late into darkness, sitting right in front of a club
among all other smoking losers of youth
i am just getting into my mind zone
easy peasy decision to make
but hard to execute
or not execute
at the end
i, i lost

and a morning after, that feeling when the right thing is carried out.