life is meant to be lifeless

so. yeap. i believe in magic.
i believe in luck.
i believe that everyone is good.
i believe that dream comes true once in a while.
i believe that one day with my lifeless, unfocused, and boring life, i will make it "big".
i believe that i can live my life, eat 3 meals a day, have friends and family and maybe do something fun once in a while even if i fail out of my school.

even though i many times doubt my belief, i try my best to hold my faith.
amen.